"I've been working hard not to yell at my kids. But sometimes I just can't help it. I explode, and then I feel so guilty. I know it isn't really what my kids are doing, it's just me, having a hard day. Is it really possible to stop yelling? What's the secret?"
Yes, it is possible to stop yelling, and I've seen thousands of parents do it.
The secret is compassion.
For your child, of course, but start with compassion for yourself. You can't be emotionally generous when you're stressed, running on empty, feeling like
you aren't good enough. Once you feel a bit less tense, you'll think better, and you'll be able to reach out to your child in a more relaxed way to
turn around whatever is happening. Without yelling.
So when you notice that you're feeling irritable, no shame, no blame. That's just part of being human. We all have hard days. Think of your irritation
as a blinking light on your car dashboard. When you notice it, you:
a) Redouble your efforts to control your child's behavior, even if it’s giving you a headache and making you yell.
b) Flog yourself for not being good enough. Guess if this makes you yell less.
c) Pull out the wire so it stops blinking, and go have a drink. (This means just swallowing those upset feelings and numbing yourself,
so they burst out later, or they make you sick.)
d) Say thank you for the signal, and use the opportunity to check in: What could you do right now to return yourself to a state of well-being,
so you can be emotionally generous to your child?
Not surprisingly, the best answer is D. That irritation you feel is a message that it's time for preventive maintenance. If you don't do some immediate
self-care, you're likely to end up in the breakdown lane, exploding at your child, and feeling remorseful later.
Why is that so bad? Research shows that children and teens who are routinely yelled at are more likely to develop depression, anxiety and behavior problems,
including physical aggression. Maybe you were yelled at and came out okay, but what would your life look like if you had zero self-esteem issues, zero
tendency to anxiety or depression? Breaking the cycle of yelling is a huge gift to your child.
So on those hard days, as soon as you notice that you're feeling irritable:
1. Stop. Drop (your agenda, just for the moment). Breathe. Remind yourself that there's no real emergency. Take a few deep breaths. That
moves you back into the present moment, so you won't get hijacked by your big emotions. Now you have the choice of how to react.
2. Resist acting while you're angry. You'll feel an urgent need to act, but that's just an indication that you're in a state of emergency
-- "fight or flight." It's your signal, like the blinking light.
If there's danger involved, set whatever limits you need to, as patiently as possible. But resist the urge to discipline. Any lesson you need to teach
will be better taught later, when you're calm. Kids can't learn when they're upset, and if you're upset, they'll be upset. The most important lesson
you can teach your child at this moment is self-regulation, and you do that by modeling.
Every time your frontal cortex overrides your emotional upset, you're rewiring your brain, so it gets easier to regulate yourself. And every time you tolerate
upsetting feelings, accepting them without taking action, you're working through old unfinished emotional business, so you don't get triggered as often.
That creates less drama, and more love.
3. Summon up all your compassion and give yourself the nurturing you need. We tend to think we have to wait for someone outside of us
to take care of us, to give us the love we need. But parenting our children requires that we learn to parent ourselves. The loving parent you need
in those tough moments is inside you. Growing up means taking the responsibility to nurture ourselves, so we can act like a grown-up when our children
act childish. So give yourself a hug (literally). Bless yourself with the warmth of your own love.
Now ask yourself: What could you do right now to return yourself to a state of love and well-being?
Then, just do it. If you need a big change -- more sleep, or exercise -- make a plan to create it. And if it's something you can't do until later, like
go to bed early tonight, write a promise to yourself, put it in a prominent place, and keep that promise.
Still cranky? Gather your kids, hug them, and say "I'm so sorry, but I'm a bit cranky today. I'll try to be kind to myself so I'm not cranky with you...Can you try to be kind to me too? I promise I'll go to bed early tonight (or whatever) so I'm not cranky again tomorrow. Now, let's have a do-over. Here's what I need from you."
Children learn so much from that -- how to manage themselves, how to empathize, how to ask for what they need in a respectful way. Kids sense when we're
disconnected and stressed, and act out, so often your hug will reel them back to their best selves, too. Sure, they'll forget and screech and push
your buttons, but they'll do less of that than usual. And you're taking responsibility for your own irritability, so they don't feel like bad people
just because they're acting like kids.
Later, each time you find yourself starting to raise your voice, you can stop, breathe, and say "So sorry...that's my crankiness talking...let's try a do-over....Here's what I meant to say.... Sweetie, I need it to be more quiet right now...what's a good solution? Can you go outside to play this game?"
What if you find yourself routinely irritable? Take a Vow of Yellibacy -- make a family commitment to a respectful tone. Agree on a hand signal for anyone
in the family to use when your tone is less than respectful. Then, as soon as you notice your tone, just STOP and say "Oops..... Let's try a do-over.... Let's all breathe together ten times.... Ok, let's try that again... What I meant to say is...."
Of course, if you're irritable every day, that's a sign that you need to change something in your life. I encourage you to get whatever support you need
to do that. You deserve to feel good. And your kids deserve the best of you, not what's left of you.
Want more of a plan to stop yelling? That's our last post: You CAN Stop Yelling. Here's your 10 step plan.
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