"Love is not a feeling, love is an action...Love is as love does." -- M. Scott Peck
Last week, Step 1 of Ten Steps to Unconditional Love (Your 12 Step Program to Become a Recovering Perfectionist)
encouraged you to renounce perfection and shoot higher -- for love! If you change nothing else, that will change your life. But why stop there?
Why not really give your love muscle a workout?
simple, but not easy. Unconditional love means there are no conditions
to your love. Want to try it?
To start, commit to treating yourself and everyone around you with
compassion. Every time you notice harshness creeping in, toward yourself, your child,
or anyone else, stop and find something to appreciate about that person. No exceptions. If you could choose compassion in every interaction with everyone,
including yourself, you'd be enlightened by the end of the month.
Sound good? Now let's go for the gold. It's easy to be loving when everything goes our way. What about when you're stressed out, when your desires are
thwarted or your needs aren't met? When you're in fight or flight and even the people you love look like the enemy? When life crashes into you and
knocks you over? In other words, at least once a day when you live with children, and for some of us, many times a day?
Can you take a deep breath and ease from anger to compassion?
I know you're not a saint. I'm not asking you to greet a murderer, or even that woman who was mean to your kid, with love. But what about that guy who
just cut you off in traffic? Or the preschooler who shoved your child on the playground last week? Or the rude grocery store clerk?
Maybe all those folks just had very hard days. Maybe you don't want to be near them, but can you think of them with compassion, even while you remove yourself
from their presence?
What about your partner, who might look to you at this moment clueless and selfish? Maybe your partner is as overwhelmed as you are, but showing it in
a different way.
What about your child, who is being impossible today? Maybe he's feeling disconnected from you. (Kids don't act out when they feel deeply connected, but
that connection gets frayed during daily life and has to be constantly renewed.) Maybe he's actually afraid -- of the mean kid at school, or the monsters
in his closet, or losing your love to his sibling, or of never being good enough for to stop yelling at him.
If you can't imagine shifting from anger to compassion, start with baby steps. So when you notice your anger starting to rise:
1. Stop and take a deep breath. Just the act of noticing your breathing and increasing the oxygen to your brain gives you a moment of
choice. You don't have to act on whatever's triggering you. You could just choose love right now, and sort this out when you feel more compassion.
2. Recognize your anger as a physiological hijacking that is poisoning the situation you're in. Take another deep breath.
3. See it from the other person's point of view. That will switch off the blood-wrath of your inner critic. Remind yourself that the other
person is having a hard day too. Find something to appreciate about the other person. Everyone is larger than their mistakes, even their big mistakes.
4. Ask yourself what's under your anger. I know, you want to smack that person, and at this moment, you're clear that they deserve
it. But why? Did they make you feel disrespected, for instance? Then the button that just got pushed is probably from feeling disrespected in your
own childhood. Guess what? This is an opportunity to heal that! :-) Even if that person actually DID disrespect you, you have all the respect you need
inside yourself. Find that self-respect inside and give it to yourself. I'm not suggesting you let yourself get walked on. I'm suggesting that no one
can take your self-respect away. You can always retain your dignity and take responsibility for your own emotional regulation.
5. Take care of yourself. Whatever deep need is triggering your anger, hug yourself and meet that need. Do you need a good cry? Do you
need to give yourself permission not to get it all done? Do you need to cut back your expectations and try again tomorrow? Now that you're a grown-up,
it's your responsibility to give yourself what you need. So just do it. Otherwise, you can't be the emotionally generous parent you want to be, and
6. If you still need to, express the anger safely. Go shake out your hands, splash water on your face, or put on music and dance. No time
to calm down? Get that energy out by doing five sit-ups. (At the very least, you'll have a flat stomach in a month.)
This is basic emotional self-regulation, and it's arguably the most critical emotional intelligence skill. Most of us don't come by it naturally.
But every time you resist acting when you're triggered, you're re-wiring your brain. And the more you practice shifting from judgment to compassion
as you move through your day, the more you'll be able to shift into unconditional love when your child acts up.
Because love isn't a feeling. Love is an action, the act of creating love where there wasn't any. Love is the hard internal work you do to shift
from your automatic reaction of anger into a place of connection, emotional generosity, compassion.
Compassion is the heavy lifting of life. You know it takes daily practice to build that kind of muscle. Why should your heart be an exception?
Repeat daily. Watch your life transform.
Today is Step Two of Ten Steps to Unconditional Love,
Unconditional love is like a muscle. It needs a daily workout. Want More? We're exploring each of the ten steps in more detail over
the next few weeks. Join us for some heart stretches!