"Can you give tips on how to stay connected when you feel irritable? I'm not yelling, but I’m not as respectful as I think I should be." – Katherine
We all have irritable days, when we find ourselves reacting to
our child with impatience. We know what respect and compassion look like, but somehow we can’t find them at that moment. We might feel so fed up that
connecting is the last thing we feel like doing.
As long as you catch yourself, apologize, and get yourself back on track, the humans who love you will forgive you. In fact, the way you repair those
small relationship ruptures will teach your child some essential lessons about life and love.
Katherine's question shows that she already knows the answer for those irritable times: Re-connect with your child, so you're more emotionally generous
and she's more cooperative.
The hard part, of course, is that we can't reconnect until we first shift out of that irritable place. So start by shifting gears. Here's how.
1. Notice your own impatience.
You feel irritated, like your child is being a problem. And maybe she is. But instead of using that as permission to get mad, use it as your red flag that
you need to stop and shift gears. Remind yourself that when you're feeling really good, you respond to her with more emotional generosity.
What if your child is being really difficult, maybe even impossible? You can't change your child directly, but you CAN change your own reaction. The
more you can react with understanding, the more likely your child will calm down, too. The only choice you have here is whether to make things better
Besides, those are YOUR emotions. Your child may be triggering them, but as you're always telling your child, it's your job to manage your own emotions.
2. Summon up all the compassion you can for yourself.
Okay, you aren’t at your best right now. Maybe you’re being brusque or irritable or whining or snappish. That’s not a sign that you’re a bad person. It’s
a sign that you need some help. Your job is to be the grown-up in the situation and give yourself that help! (As opposed to taking your upset out on
someone else.) That starts with giving yourself some nurturing.
3. Just be with yourself for a few moments.
You’ll notice annoyance or impatience, but take a deep breath and look past your judgments (“Why can’t he just behave?!”) to the fears behind
your anger (“What if he's still doing this when he's 20?... If I were a better parent, this wouldn’t be happening…I’m afraid I've ruined my child.”)
Behind our annoyance there's usually fear or grief or hurt or powerlessness. The secret is that once you hold yourself with compassion and let yourself
feel those emotions, they start to evaporate. Just don’t take action based on those feelings. That urgent need to set your child straight
right now? That’s the way we try to fend off these scary feelings. Instead, take a deep breath and hug yourself.
This is one of the most important steps toward emotional wholeness and healing you can take – just feeling those yucky emotions that come up in the course
of your everyday life, instead of hiding in little addictions like screens, food and shopping. Many of these feelings are triggered by baggage that
goes back to our childhoods. Every time you simply love yourself through an emotion by letting yourself feel it without acting on it, you're dissolving
it, emptying it out of your emotional backpack. You're actually rewiring your brain.
4. Move your body to shift the emotion.
Take ten deep breaths. Shake out your hands. Jump up and down. Do a yoga stretch. Put on music and dance for five minutes. If you find yourself yawning
or trembling, that's just emotion leaving your body. Think of all that emotion as "energy in motion" and just let it move through you and on out.
5. Give yourself a hug.
Acknowledge yourself for your courage in being willing to face those upsets that were making you irritable. Express gratitude for that red flag (your own
impatience) that helped you do this small healing and get back on track before a major firestorm erupted. Take a deep breath and remind yourself "She's acting like a child because she is a child....There's no emergency...What would love do?"
The steps are easy -- Notice, Choose Compassion, Feel, Move, Hug! But actually doing them is some of the hardest work we do -- taking responsibility for
our own reactions. The good news is that you're rewiring your brain, so it gets easier every time you do it. And you'll notice over time that your
irritable moments are less and less frequent. Which gives you lots more room for joyful connection.
And what about Katherine’s question? How do you reconnect with your child, once you shift into a more positive place? That’s our next post.