"Dr. Laura....When I stop and take a breath, I am amazed at the amount of negative thoughts in my head—typically criticizing my ability as a mom, or a wife, or an employee, or a daughter or a friend. It’s so hard to feel like I’m doing anything well at all. How do we get out of the negative thought patterns?" -- Amy
We all feel at times like we aren't good enough. Sometimes
it's because we're in an impossible situation where there simply isn't enough of us to go around. (Anybody out there the parent of multiples,
or very closely spaced children, or really, any two children?)
But often -- regardless of the objective situation -- we get stuck in negative thought habits. We beat ourselves down, which makes a bad situation worse.
If we could only support ourselves to feel like we were more than enough, we might be able to make peace with our situation. That's the first step
toward making it better.
The bad news is, the mind's negative thought patterns are constantly “on.” The mind thinks its job is to analyze, judge, run scenarios, and set off alarms.
The mission of the mind is survival, so it’s motivated mostly by fear. Happiness is barely in its job description.
Worse yet, the mind's tendency toward negativity is often reinforced by the messages we receive in childhood. In fact, as Peggy O'Mara says, our parents'
tone of voice with us actually becomes our inner voice.
But even if we're raised with a generally positive self view, the mind has a tendency toward worry that wears us down. Brain research shows that
our minds are constantly looping through patterns that get etched into our neural pathways with frequent use. This often shows up as “My child is doing X… I must be a terrible parent ....and a worthless human being...This is an emergency...I have to MAKE my child act differently!” Sound
familiar? Some people call that the
monkey brain, or the lizard brain. I call it the inner critic.
The good news is, you can disarm your inner critic. You can even transform it into an inspired inner parent, which is something we all need. It isn't your mind that's the problem, it's those bad habits the mind gets into. So as we head into spring here in North America, I'll be devoting some of these daily posts to mindfulness practices that together add up to a Blueprint to Transform Your Inner Critic.
These aren't my ideas -- they're time-honored mindfulness traditions designed to address this most fundamental challenge all humans face. But I can
testify that practicing any or all of these strategies over time will help you to live a more peaceful, loving, and happy life with your child. I think
you'll find life inside your head happier, too. Think of this as “ Spring-cleaning for your psyche” (a gift to yourself at any time
of year, for those of you in parts of the world where spring isn't here!)
Strategies to disarm your inner critic tend to fall into three categories:
- Bring awareness to your mind
- Change what your mind thinks and says.
- Give your mind a vacation.
We'll be exploring multiple strategies and giving you tools in each of these areas.
For today, let's begin by simply noticing your inner world.
1. Notice your thoughts. Stop. Take a breath. Just sit for a few minutes, with your attention turned inward and notice the thoughts that
2. Observe how your thoughts trigger small waves of emotion. You suddenly remember something you forgot to take care of, and you feel
a bit anxious....One more thing to add to the list...All this work, taking care of everyone else....you feel so tired, so unappreciated...a bit hurt
and resentful....It's time to get your kids to start helping more...but you can just imagine the fight that will result... are your kids growing up
lazy and undisciplined?....You must be doing something wrong....fear clenches in your belly...Maybe a muffin would make you feel better?
Don't worry. Negative thoughts are completely normal. What's useful is to see how quickly they can spiral into more negativity. Each negative
thought triggers upsetting emotions, which lead to more negative thoughts and anxiety. (And then there are the coping mechanisms we all use to manage
that anxiety, like eating or pulling out our phones.)
3. Consider that maybe you don't have to believe your thoughts. Really. Your thoughts are not gospel. Many of your thoughts are not even
true, they're just fears, or habitual reactions, or conclusions you came up with long ago based on limited evidence. (Who says you're not good
enough?!) Once we become aware of our thoughts, we can stop automatically believing and acting on them. It's like sunshine melting away the fog.
Suddenly, once we're not so anxious, we have a choice about how to respond, instead of just getting triggered.
For today, just take as many opportunities as you can to stop, breathe, and notice the chatter in your mind.
Ask yourself: "Is that absolutely, definitely true?" (Hint: If it's about the future, it cannot be absolutely true.)
Ask yourself: "Is there another way to see this situation that is also true and that empowers me to act more positively, or helps me see things from the other person's perspective so we can find a win/win solution?"(Hint:
There always is.)
You're choosy about who you spend time with, and what you put into your body. Why not choose to simply refuse admittance to any thoughts you don't want
darkening your doorstep?
There. Isn't that liberating?
In the next few weeks, watch for more Spring Cleaning for Your Psyche:
Don't Believe Everything You Think
5 Strategies to Tame Your Inner Critic
Don't Worry. Be Happy.
Honor Your Emotions – Or Just Change Your Mind?